it isn't a mistake, but yes it is pathetic.

pernah nggak sih kamu kagum sama orang (di luar konteks seleb dan percintaan apalah itu ya) sampe-sampe tiap hari kepikiran, kepingin kenal deket, kepingin ngobrol, terlibat dalam diskusi seru dengan dia, tau apa yg ada di pikirannya karena terlalu kagum dengan cara sinkronisasi antara otak dan semua anggota tubuhnya dalam melakukan sesuatu? and the fact is, you don't even know him/her in person. you just sitting there and watch every step he/she does, feeling amaze of something great that been done by him/her, dreaming that at least you can create the similar world like he/she owns. to make it shorter,  you're just too much inspired by him! or her!

saya pernah. dan saya sedang mengalaminya. I kinda of had a short dream sitting with him working on something unknown and we looked like getting along so well.

pretty scary, huh? totally freaked me out.