like father and daughter

sepotong percakapan gw dan bokap saat perjalanan menuju ke salah satu klenteng di Semarang untuk nemenin gw hunting foto:

gw: ah ibu sama yang lain sih ga mau ikut, padahal seru kan.
bokap: nanti kamu panas-panasin aja ibu.
gw: hahaha ngapain deh.
bokap: kamu bilang nanti, 'Semarang asik bu! seru, terik, panas, MERANGSANG, MENGGAIRAHKAN!' *dengan intonasi suara yang semakin lama semakin nyaring dan tinggi*
gw: .... pak pelis.

yah itulah bokap gw. gw rasa sekarang gw menemukan kalo kebiasan omongan gw yang suka ngelantur dan cenderung eksplisit itu ternyata bisa diturunkan lewat gen.

oh iya buat yang abis UAN, jangan coret-coret baju ya. mending bajunya dikasih buat yang membutuhkan. dan yang terpenting jangan seneng-seneng dulu, masih ada UAS dan ujian praktek woy. hehe, cheers! ;)

fragile

to be honest this past week was pretty hard for me. everything seems getting clearer day by day and I'm caught in a big depression. clearer means depression. depression means I'd better go to hell.

I'm always trying so hard to be deaf for every single buzzing tone coming near me, yet trying so hard to be blind to face the fact that the fact almost cut my vein.

in the other hand, the assignments were soooooo irritating, I spent the whole week to dig it one by one, night by night. I was sleepless, my brain was also lost, my breath sounded exhausted. I could see there were these half-black-holes hanging under my eyes and it even made me look more like a warlock.

but hey, anyway I think I should thank for those who gave me the assignments. in fact it pretty distracted me from the real shitty thingy. I mean the real shitty thingy, the real shitty thingy. and the great news is I choose for not giving a damn attention to every single thing that will be happen intentionally or unintentionally. I'm definitely over it. it's just the matter of time to let 'em go. time will mend every broken pieces falling from above.

aideu.

The Boy In Curduroy Coat

told you I'm so into writing and poetry. I made this about 4 months ago right after seeing three little kids in a public trans.

if you think this is so The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy and Other Story by Tim Burton, you're absolutely right. I just love using the magpies and the illustration like Tim Burton did in his book. especially the magpies. I just love, love, love it! fyi, I'm still looking forward for the second book in any bookstore (they said they ran out of it). if you feel like you see it, just feel free to tell me a.s.a.p and pronto!

cheerio!