it just so happened and it felt like shit

I like your frizzy hair
I like that glassy thingy hanging on your nose
I like your unshaven chin
I like the way you hung that medium-sized towel between your teeth
I like the awkward feeling when we accidentally touched our hands for the first time
I like it when you said you don't smoke because you know you don't need to
I like the way you walk on the hallway block
I like your loneliness 'cause you seem to enjoy that
I like the way you laugh, really
I like the moment I stalked on your Facebook and suddenly I yelled "aha!"
I like your personal style - you never try so hard to be cool, in fact you're cooler than the other who's always trying so hard
I like the way you dug me up then you flipped my world upside down
I like your bullshit alibis
I like you when you cursed me
I like to curse you either
I like to make you feel bad every day, every time, every second
I like you run a whole package of your new life and I'm stuck watching you
I still like you even you don't know who I am and yet consider me as your closest person in your life
I still like you though you picked someone else
I still like you though you seem happy with that new barbie doll
I still like you though we won't even get any closer anymore and probably I will hate you and curse you until you choose me among the others
oh, and I don't want you to choose me anyway


..well, probably

Most Played Songs (recently)

berikut ini adalah 7 lagu yang akhir-akhir ini enggak di komputer, enggak di iPod, pasti gw dengerin cuma karena gw suka sama liriknya. eh kok 7? nanggung amet. iya, soalnya kalo 5 kedikitan, kalo 10 kebanyakan. gitu (gak penting). yak langsung saja kita ke listnya, yang font-nya enggak italic itu komen gw:

Champagne Supernova - Oasis
"How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?"
no comment. pokoknya sangat bermakna.

House Of Cards - Radiohead
"I don't want to be your friend
I just want to be your lover
No matter how it ends
No matter how it starts"
haha ngototnya pol

No You Girls Never Know - Franz Ferdinand
"Oh, kiss me
Flick your cigarette, then kiss me
Kiss me where your eye won't meet me
Meet me where your mind won't kiss me
Flick your eyes at mine and then hit me
Hit me with your eyes so sweetly
Oh, you know, you know, you know that yes I love
I mean I'd love to get to know you"
saya suka permainan kata-katanya yang nakal itu. saya juga suka Alex Kapranos-nya khikhikhi

Melankolia - Efek Rumah Kaca
"Nikmatilah saja kegundahan ini
Segala denyutnya yang merobek sepi
Kelesuan ini jangan lekas pergi
Aku menyelami sampai lelah hati"
ahhh sadisssssss

Chasing Pavements - Adele
"Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere"
galau bener ye

We're Going To Be Friends - The White Stripes
"Fall is here,
Hear the yell back to school, ring the bell
Brand new shoes, walking blues
Climb the fence, books and pens
I can tell that we're going to be friends"
hihi lucu ya teringat jaman muda dulu pas masih sekolah (kesannya sekarang udah tua)

Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler
"I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you"
kata-kata simpel yang membuat siapa saja melting kalo dinyanyiin oleh pasangannya. ngomong-ngomong filmnya - The Wedding Singer - bagus loh.

hmm kok ini kebanyakan lagunya yang galau-galau eek atau yang cinta-cintaan gitu ya? bukan lagi curhat loh. hahaha ga penting. udah ah ngantyuks. aideu!

NB: ngomong-ngomong besok gw mau nginep di kampus loh 2 hari. selamat tinggal dunia maya..

AADBC? (Ada Apa Dengan Billy Crudup)

Watchmen adalah salah satu film yang masuk list "A Must To See Movie" gw tahun ini. film dengan genre superhero selalu membuat gw ketar-ketir ga karuan. bawaannya pengen nonton, pengen nonton dan pengen nonton. maklumlah semasa kecil gw selalu gw habiskan untuk baca komik dan nonton kartun heroik keluarannya DC dan Marvel atau produksi Jepang punya macamnya Casshern. rasanya seru aja melihat tokoh-tokoh heroik unreal idola masa kecil gw ini direalisasikan dalam bentuk nyata.

selain alasan di atas, hal yang sangat memacu gw untuk nonton Watchmen adalah: gile meeennn aktor lekongnya sakep sakeeeuup.! ada si Jeffrey Dean Morgan which I know him for the first time as a co-star in Grey's Anatomy.

ah jadi pesakit aja cakep lu om, gimana kalo ga sakit

selain itu ada juga si Patrick Wilson yang baru-baru ini gw lihat aktingnya di The Passenger. in my opinion, he's such a charming kinda guy on that role.

dan salah satu aktor yang paling bikin gw kebelet nonton Watchmen adalah Billy Crudup! eh tapi ada apa ini? kenapa si Billy Crudup jadi begini?

who the hell is this granddad?

sedangkan di bayangan gw Billy Crudup masih seperti Billy Crudup yang pertama kali gw lihat dulu saat di Almost Famous. muda, segar, bugar, handsome, pria sejati, seksi, ditambah dengan kumis muchomachonya.

Oh Billy, you used to be a-droll-able like this!

and you used to be Russel Hammond the frontman of Stillwater!

mungkinkah karena menghilangnya unsur rerambutan di wajah itu? karena gw adalah orang yang sangat setuju pria terlihat lebih macho kalo dia punya kumis atau berewok atau jenggot atau apapun itu deh yang mengandung unsur rambut di wajah.

"Billy Crudup duluuuu tak beginiii, namun kini tak muda lagiiii....."

err okay, you're getting old Mr. Crudup. even the mustache doesn't work anymore on you.

yah apa mau dikata umur tak bisa dimain-mainkan. kerutan di wajah tak bisa dilawan bahkan oleh operasi plastik sekali pun. eh susuk bisa kali ya. kenapa si Billy Crudup ga pake susuk aja sih (oh, yuck!)

oh iya, baidewei nanti kalian akan menyaksikan Billy Crudup yang hanya berkolor saja dalam melancarkan aksi-aksi mahadahsyatnya. hal ini tentu saja karena Dr. Manhattan (perannya si Crudup di Watchmen) itu memang dari versi aslinya ya cuma mengenakan selembar kolor hitam dan memamerkan otot-ototnya yang ergh-semua-orang-juga-tau-kali-otot-lo-gede.

yo mamen, I'm from The Blue Man Group who turns out to be The Kolor Item.

walaupun selama shooting si Billy Crudup ini sebenernya memakai semacam baju tebel putih yang dengan teknologi Amerika bisa dikamuflasekan jadi otot-otot segar, tetep aja ini mah kelewat eksibisionis namanya.

tapi teteplah gw sangat merekomendasikan film ini untuk ditonton, terutama buat yang ingin nostalgia dengan superheroes masa kecil karena akan ada cameo-cameo superheroes lainnya dengan outfit dan appearance yang kewl sekali, seperti ini:

hmm walaupun kecewa dengan fakta bahwa Billy Crudup sudah tua dan selama di film itu dia dicat biru dan berkolor hitam, saya tetap akan nonton film ini, no matter what it takes!!